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Mar. 8th, 2017 11:04 amI feel like no matter how much I try to get ahead, I'm always pushed back. Especially when it comes to money. I try to conserve it as best I can. I pay my bills on time, I don't like loose ends.
However, when something unexpected comes out, it throws me into a tail spin. I have little money to begin with. When Amazon charges me an unexpected $99...you can see where I'm going with this. Now, I'm attempting to find shit around my apartment to return to Costco to get some money back. My account is overdrawn. I even had to ask my mother for something to feed the girls. It's such an awful feeling.
It isn't making the depression any better. It just feels 10x worse.
I feel like a failure.
However, when something unexpected comes out, it throws me into a tail spin. I have little money to begin with. When Amazon charges me an unexpected $99...you can see where I'm going with this. Now, I'm attempting to find shit around my apartment to return to Costco to get some money back. My account is overdrawn. I even had to ask my mother for something to feed the girls. It's such an awful feeling.
It isn't making the depression any better. It just feels 10x worse.
I feel like a failure.
