I Practice Bad Girl Politics

I sometimes get it into my head that I want to write a thing and make a very small, very independent type movie of it so I can act in it myself and film it myself. All about the ups and downs of having bipolar disorder with hallucinations in this day and age and being an introvert and a few other things all rolled into one. My account would be different from others because it would be about me and not looking into what occurs with other. I wouldn’t need to pay other actors because that isn’t what it would be. Though, I do get ideas in my head for very short bursts with actors that inspire me. They wouldn’t add much to the plot except to fill in a voice in my head or two. I can see about paying them. It wouldn’t all be depressive because I’m also an idiot that has weird shit happen to them.



Then I worry it will just end up being like The Room and all those thoughts diminish very quickly.